It really sucks to know that the people you trust and care about the most can step all over you like it's no big deal. Aren't they supposed to help and support you when something is wrong? I think some have been way too chill with me thinking I won't be affected by what they say, but they're too busy with more important things to think about what they're saying.

Being shoved to the back is great. Leaves more room to think about myself because I don't have to worry about others worrying about me.